Well explaining the turn-on is hard even if I strongly feel it, I guess, but a lot I think has to do with control. Can you explain us what is the attraction of being in such a helpless and powerless situation? If I look back, I’ve had my first kinky games (excluding sex) with more or less 8 years. It’s really something you hear often that the kinky thoughts and also kind of action started really early in many kinksters life. It just developed, and in my thoughts when I jerked off I always went back to that moment. Then he began with ball busting, nipple clams and fucking me. When I got there, I was blindfolded and put in a straightjacket. I knew I was going to be tied down, and I was going to be his for 2 hours, but not many more details.
Then when I was 17 I started talking with a guy and set up a meeting with him. Well, I think I have some memories of having kinky ideas of getting tied since I was 13 or so. Hehe thank you for enjoying my suffering then.
